9th: Time Will Cure Everything, Have Faith ♥

Assalamualaikum and Hi!

I am not in a great condition now, not stable in physical and mental condition now, btw, I AM NOT GILA okay, get it straight, haha, let me tell you something, what will you guys do if you're in my shoes;

A: what did you think of B?
Me: well he is good-looking, but perangai, no comment.
A: okayy :)

next day:
Bella Nazri's FB Wall

B: hello and excuse me, did you have problems with me? why did you tell people like you know me so much? mind your own business aite.

and it went all WRONG, and completely reminds me of what happened in high school before, i don't want it happen again, I AM NOT PROBLEMATIC, but THE PEOPLE YOU LISTEN FROM ARE PROBLEMATIC! ikut sedap mak bapak kau pulak nak maki-maki aku kat message FB kan? kau punya pompuan tu yang sial, senang-senang nak jual cite aku, nak pakai nama aku buat cite bangang cmtuh *i am sorry for the inappropriate words* actually, i dah lali dengan semua la, apa yang i lalui in university, dah buat i lagi matang, stop reminds me of past, its hurtful :'[ stop with shitting about me la UNMATURED people, its not me yang UNMATURED, it's all about you! 

p/s: cermin dulu sikap kau, perangai kau sebelum nak memaki aku!
to SE: we are not like this before, we chatted okay je, just because of tht bitch, we jadi camni, I AM SORRY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND I CONFESS MY WRONGDOING TOWARDS YOU! :'[

8th: a little thing what we called LOVE ♥

 Assalamualaikum and Hi Girls and Guys!


Mesti pelikkan I post about Love, HeartBroken, ah, pasal jiwang-jiwang la.HAHAH, yerp, saya ingin membuat pengakuan, saya sedang melayan perasaan saya bersama lagu Christina Perri- Jars of Heart. boleh buat nangis bai, gua cakap sama lu, boleh nangis sekarang nih! rasa sakit gila hati ni, susah la pendam perasaan kita! :'[


Tash: Awak, sorry eyh, saya dah banyak makan hati dengan awak, sebab selama ni awak buat saya cam saya tak ada perasaan, awak senang-senang nak bersama ngan perempuan mana-mana kan? awak buat saya cam patung. awak minta saya peluang untuk awak, awak kena berubah tahu tak, buktikan kat saya! 

 MF: B, i know you've been really good to me, but i don't want people call me a playgirl, all you want from me, is that 'THING' right? i love you, but at the same time i am worried about IT. i dont know what to say, if you really love me, you should consider my feelings too. i do care for you, i SWEAR bby <3

 

3rd: sebenarnya, I dah lama tengok you from foundation lagi, but yeah, maybe takde jodoh nak kawan ngan you kot. so masa second sem ni, ter'SELALU' nampak you pulak, but I memang pemalu, but yeah, I am happy we can be friends, hoping forever =) i'll remember everything what you said. "ICANTGIVEYOUWHATYOUSEEK" takpe you, i faham, i understand everything and i am not ready for another heartbroken. =) but yes! IDOLIKEYOU!!! 

korang- korang semua, jangan salah faham eyh, saya bukan playgirl, tapi saya terperangkap dalam masalah, tapi saya tahu siapa yang saya betu-betul inginkan sekarang, saya perlu mengejar cita-cita saya dahulu.hm, just go with the flow right? i dont want to spoil anything between you and me, dear, it just i am scared to be honest with you, to tell you how i feel, i just can keep it in my heart, even it hurts me. i am sorry, it just ME, i am not perfect, but i like you so much, really really do, i think if i wait for you, penantian tu amat berbaloi because i know, GOD is making a wonderful love story for me, like what you said, jodoh di tangan Allah SWT, kita tak tahu kita ni jodoh siapa kan awak? hm, tapi sekarang saya rasa nak nangis sangat-sangat, sebab saya rindukan awak, saya tahu saya tak berhak berkata begitu, tapi itu yang saya rasa untuk awak, nama awak dah terpahat kat hati saya.maafkan saya :'[

 p/s: saya boleh senyum camni bila bersama dengan awak, saya rindu awak, i really miss you F! ergh! i am sorry, i think i love you, in SILENT. i need to be egoistic sometimes :'[

7th: what's happening? what's happening? ♥

Assalamualaikum and Hi!


Heyho let's go, okay, going nowhere.
Well basically I arrived in Muadzam nearly 3p.m and my parents straight go to Malacca to visits my grandmother there =) nenek, sorry fiqa tak dapat jenguk nenek, IMYSM! <3 :'(
Next, amazingly I get to finish TWO assignments to submits tomorrow in only one day, which are AMAB 113 and BANB111's assignments and FINALLY, I've finished it!! =DD then at the night, I got to chat with someone ^^ HAHA. shh, no one can know about it =) well, then I bought two boxes of chocs, one for Leong Kar Mun and another one, for my beloved sister, Dayang Nur Sabrina, that I'd hurt her without any attention to hurt her, I am sorry Sab, I know I am not your IDOL and I am not suitable to be one, but, I always there when you need a shoulder to cry one and ears to listens all your problems, don't forget me. :'( 
Okay stop with the tears, I am HAPPY today and I won't cry anymore. alhamdulillah everything happen so smoothly. thank to Allah S.W.T :')

 HAHA, this picture reminds me of BANB 111, haha, who knows badminton pon ada assignment sendiri,hehe, jangan main-main like what Phua Chu Kang always said "DON'T PRAY-PRAY HA!!" ;P

 lebih kurang like the chocolates that I bought laa --" the taste, hurmm, NOT BAD! =DD

 AMAB 113 :DD finish finish!! yay!! =)) yay yay, be happy for me!! <3 <3

p/s: mr.F, thanks for chatting with me, and i really appreciate it =) smiles always and goodluck for your finals, presentations, assignments and reports!! hope we can get to know each other more! <3 <3