Assalamualaikum and Hi.
yeah, i am waiting for that day. i am nineteen going to be twenty! yahoo! at last i am twenty. hoping i'll change to be someone better. no more childish behavior, except, yeah exception when i'm with FI :) i can't be serious with him. yes. i really can!
things to be better:
sometimes life isn't beautiful like we always thought but make it meaningful and memorable for you whole life. same like love, love doesn't mean we have to own them, love them by far it is enough. soul mates never be together but lover from heaven is the beautiful thing that we got from God.
my life might be DULL before you came, but after you came, it had been shone by your light and i really appreciate that the smiles on my face still won't fade away since you've been besides me all the time though sad and good. ILOVEYOU
Assalamualaikum and Hi peeps :)
erul af9- cinta untuk nabila :)
Assalamualaikum and Hi,
bukan pinta saya untuk mendapat penyakit ini. ini cuma dugaan daripada Allah S.W.T. I just have to be strong. but I can't, I am sorry.
Assalamualaikum and Hi,
that's the name of the most IMPORTANT person ever in my life. thanks for being there for me, when I am sad. only you and only you can keep this smile stick to my face. my sun and my moon :) you are everything i need. you are incredibly IMPORTANT and IMPORTANTLY to complete the half of me. thanks for existing in my life.
Assalamualaikum and Hi!
Assalamualaikum and Hi,
I have confession to make, I am trying to forget the person I love so much, Faz. but the more I'd tried, the more I fell in love with him, I really love him, but I guess I am NOTHING towards him, if there's something he need to tell me, please do so, before I am totally disappear from his life. It is not stupid for falling in love with him, and I am thankful to get to know about him. I really love him! :(
Assalamualaikum and Hi,
hm, yeah a little bit down today, hm, can i just cry? please. hm.
F, you know the CHINESE in me, and i love you just the way you are. but right now, awak tak sedar awak sakiti saya. hm. awak, kalau awak ada apa-apa hubungan dengan dia, please, please let me know. if you ever love me or you have feelings on me, please let me know now, i am kinda brokedown right now. baru jer habis final exam, awak, awak tahukan betapa pentingnya awak kat saya? and YOU are my first, the first guy i ever 3G with, right now, saya confuse, apa perasaan awak kat dia sebenarnye. hm. awak cakap kat saya awak tak mudah untuk menyayangi dia, tapi sekarang? if awak betul-betul dah declare dengan dia, please bgtahu saya, so i can GO AWAY FAR FROM YOU :( saya suka awak panggil saya CINA, sebab saya pun baru perasan betapa cina nya saya. dan awak akan jadi selamanya Muhd. KimBum saya. :') semalam masa 3G ngan awak, awak nyanyikan lagu cinta gila by grey sky morning. :) comel sangat ^_^ saya tak boleh henti senyum, awak sendiri nampak camana saya senyum bila ngan awak, awak, saya harap awak boleh tolong saya kekalkan senyuman tuh. sebab saya sayang awak sangat-sangat!
Assalamualaikum and Hi :)
due to my condition, i am still weak, still low blood pressure. hm. i am sick of being sick, but i know this is one of the challenge that i need to go through :') well i am strong girl you know :) i still can study for my final examination. thanks to you for backing me up during my weak condition. okay. full stop.
guess what? today kan, today kan, i saw SOMEONE :DD hehe, OMG i can't stop smiling laaa, help me help me ;) haha, that's why today is one of the memorable day ever for me. but i didn't show HIM my TRUTH condition (which is I AM REALLY SICK UNTIL MY FRIEND TOLD ME I LOOK REALLY WEAK JUST NOW), but i am happy to see him, i guess he is one of my strength, hey you, you know it was you ;) haha. let the time decide BOUT ME & HIM :D i can't wait to see the result. HAHA
i am preparing myself for FINALS, and you, yeah you, don't be so stubborn la, study study, cari mood tu, i want you to be successful too ;) study tau study tau. AJA AJA HWAITING!
after balik dari pasar, in the car, lalu dekat wisma, then nampak A GIRL BARING ATAS JALAN WITH BLOOD, kitorang dengan panik, terus pusing, ingatkan nak tolong, RUPA RUPANYA, photoshoot lahh --" TIPAH TERTIPU beb! haha
okay okay, last last :) saya nak cakap yang saya sanggup buat apa untuk awak, just nak awak happy, saya harap awak tahu yang saya sangat sangat ikhlas nak kawan dengan awak :) saya tukar lagu kat blog ni pun sebab kehendak awak. harap satu hari nanti ada senyuman yang selamanya di muka saya ni. saya malu hari ni --" haha.. sorry eyh? saya tak STALK awak, just tadi nampak awak, it gave me strength. HAHA :) ramai kawan saya kata muka saya dengan awak sama, pelikkan? macam macam lah diorang --" haiyo. haha. takpelah awak, AJA AJA HWAITING!! :)
lastlast,now betul betul. dia pergi cherating hari ni, hope he will have fun la, sampai cherating terus call, cakap tengok bulan cantik, besar (today is the day bulan dekat dengan bumi), have fun ye awak :D saya pun tengok bulan tadi, memang cantik, orang kata if kita rindu orang tu, tengok bulan, maybe orang yang kita rindu tuh pun tengah memikirkan dan merasakan benda yang sama :)
Assalamualaikum and Hi,
saya mengaku blog saya tak BEST macam blog orang lain, mesti korang asyik cakap " blog bella ni tak habis-habis tentang CINTA". come here i tell you the reason.
1st: i am the only child in my family. mesti korang kata saya ni mesti SPOILT BRAT. but unfortunately, i am not, saya tak ada adik beradik yang lain, yang saya dapat luahkan, hanya kat blog ni je yang saya dapat luahkan. kalau korang rasa bosan, IGNORE my blog please? sebab saya tak paksa pon korang baca, lagipun i am a new blogger, masih beginner.hm.
2nd: saya bukan nak bukak aib didada ni, tapi itulah kenyataan hidup realiti ni, hidup kita ni, bukan semua BEST BEST. say bersyukur dengan kehidupan saya sekarang. tapi saya paling pantang IF ada orang buat cerita tentang saya, yang PALSU, I WILL NOT TOLERATE WITH THOSE, MARK MY WORD.
3rd: korang taktau apa yang saya lalui selama 20 tahun saya hidup, saje nak share pengalaman, tak boleh ke? salah eyh? taktahu pulak. :) so ignore me if you hate me ;) simple kan?
4rd: banyak kali dilukai, dan masih menyimpan harapan untuk mendapatkan si DIA, yang boleh menyembuhkan luka hati ini, dan menjaga hati ini dengan lebih baik. i am not desperate of men but i am just hoping i will find my ONLY ONE soon, i hope it could be HIM :) amin
5th: saya tak ganggu hidup awak, awak jangan ganggu hidup saya jugak okay? kalau tak puas hati, cakap depan-depan, jangan cakap belakang, ingat bagus sangat ke perangai macam tuh? HAHA
6th: to all my junior (i mean UNITEN's jr) jangan nak berlagak sangat okay? kau boleh buat cerita tentang aku, dan aku dah tahu banyak hal tentang kau, desperate gila nak mampus.HAHA. jangan melampaui batas okay? you really messed with a girl with a brain, i am not S.T.U.P.I.D !! if i am, aku takkan masuk foundation and trus masuk degree la, bukan macam kau, nak kutuk-kutuk budak UITM, tapi tak cermin dulu diri kau.
okay, fullstop. sampai sini sahaja okay? senang cerita, if you hate me, or whatever la, BOLEH BLAH okay? byebye sayangs ;)
p/s: sapa makan cili, terasa pedasnya okay?
Assalamualaikum and Hi!
i am afraid this feeling will appear. hm. unfortunately, it already appear. hm. okay. BM pleaseeee ;)
okay, awak, saya rasa saya suka awak tapi takkan nak bagitahu awak pulak kan? biar saya pendam sorang-sorang, mungkin benda ni muncul terlalu cepat, btw, saya ni memang seorang yang cepat menyukai seseorang dan cepat bosan tapi bila perasaan sayang dah muncul, susah nak lupakan. camane tuh? the more i avoid it, the more i got convinced by it. hm, there's no turning back okay. ilikeyou ilikeyou! :') all i can do is telling you by blogging not to tell straight to you, i am sorry, i am just weaker like a duckling :') and i am nothing to you, tak bermakna pape dalam hidup awak. hm. sekarang saya hanya perlu jauhkan diri sedikit dengan awak. perlu ke? mungkin, saya keliru :'(
awak, byebye :(
p/s: FI :'(
You came into my life Quietly, simply, tenderly... The world stood still I could not say a word Nor a single gestured showed. The feeling kept in my heart So I've loved you in silence Worshipped ypu from a distance And dreamt of you so often. I want to say I Love You, But I'm afraid... Afraid that you'll just take it for granted. In silence then, I'll just love you. In silence I'll find... The fulfillment of my dreams.
Assalamualaikum and Hi!
Assalamualaikum and Hi!
i don't know why i am posting bout it, but truthfully la kan, i don't know what i feel now. i feel like cry? (yeah) feeling like screaming? (yeah) feeling like wanna deactivate FB and turn off your lappy? (100% yes). actually, entahlah, i do i do love a guy, and totally crazy over him, but sometime i think, i should just let him go, evethough i dont feel like wanna let him go. i can't. yeah. I AM STUPID FOR LIKING HIM RIGHT? i've been hurt a lot before, i let my EGO controlled me for awhile, but with him, i can't. do i really love him? do i really like him? i am not looking thru his appearance or wealth, i think he is mysterious and i really wanna solved this puzzle by myself, i want to dicover himself, eventhough i'll sacrifice my time, energy maybe LIFE? hurm. I am completely lost and confuse, i blame myself for it. entahlah..
Assalamualaikum and Hi,
yeah,well sorry lama tak update, banyak kerja la, and need to study for final examinations lagi ! oh tidak tidak, final dah nak dekat, what should i do? otokaji? haha, chill chill, dah nak habis study pon :)) the reason i update today is i really disappointed towards someone, haha,no need to know his/her name okay? okay, semalam syaa on yahoo messenger (ym) and saya online semata-mata untuk dia, tapi, sedih gila semalam, the way he treated me, hm, if i know he will ditch me like that, lebih baik tak perlu online, sebab nak jaga hati dia lagi, dia kata, jap lagi i chat ngan u, after an hour, tak chat-chat lagi, hm, really WHATEVERLAH! saya tunggu awak nak chat dengan saya, but last-last, awak langsung tak layan saya kan? saya tahu awak webby dengan DIA, kata tak ada apa-apa, tapi, semua dah terbukti lah awak. saya penat kena tipu dengan ramai orang, langsung tak prihatin kan? takpelah, saya sedar diri saya! semoga awak bahagia chatting dengan dia okay? sebab lepas ni, saya tak rasa akan chatting dengan awak lagi.from 12a.m until 2a.m saya tunggu untuk awak chat dengan saya, tunggu punya tunggu, camnilah awak layan saya sekarang? fine lah awak, awak buat saya terasa gila-gila! yeah, whatever okay? byebye!
p/s: semoga awak tahu jaga perasaan orang lain juga.
Assalamualaikum and Hi,
Ya Allah please make me strong. :'(
Assalamualaikum and Hi,
i know what happened in Japan, and i think you guys also knows about it right? and to all ASIA PACIFIC's citizens, please beware of the condition right now, and please please please not to be near to the sea shore okay? for your safety :)
to all the Moslem's please, let us ALL pray for our and whole world safety from Allah S.W.T.
maybe, it is one of the signs of the END of the World, and yeah, we all knows that one day, the judgment day will occur and NONE of us will be save. but only Allah S.W.T can save us, so again lets us pray for the best, chingu ♥
some of the pictures that i take from TSUNAMI and ERTHQUAKE in JAPAN. if you want more details, you could read it from there :)
Assalamualaikum and Hi :')
yeah,i am EMOTIONAL 100% right now. i need to make a confession to someone, that might not be MINE forever. yeah,i can't deny that LOVE IS HURT! well yeah, okay.
you, i know that we are not COUPLE, i mean not 100% official couple, but we've been through together about a month, and you're the one that let me be myself back, but after awhile, you have changed and i don't know yourself, i hope the old you come back to me. lastnite i got your text:
"dah tido ke? tade wish kan? hmm. iloveyousomuch syg. centa and
Assalamualaikum and Hi!
First of all, I am sorry for not updating my blog in the time being, considering that I am in preparations for final examinations, which are around the corner. :)
Today, I really want to post about friendship, I don't know why. ;)
Friendships:
